So I woke up and walked to the place. My husband had the car. So I walked in and told them I was here for a.follow up pregnancy test. I peed, I waited, and it was negative. Story of my life.
So this got me thinking I didn’t O. And if I didn’t O then that means something other then prolactin is wrong. I think tonight I’m going to talk to my husband and see about switching OBGYNs. Maybe ill just wait for the follow up appointment at my OBGYN and see what she thinks the next step is.
Ughh I feel like this is going to be a longer more difficult road then I imagined. But hey its all going to be worth the wait and I need to practice patients anyway (: thanks for reading!!
So today I went shopping for house items. I kept thinking about how I wanted to slowly start my preconception CD stash (: so I looked at things on sale, and saw a mini travel size spray bottle. I had to get it. I got yellow (gender neutral). I got this to put wipe solution in for the diaper bag. I was so excited! Then I saw on sale was a microfiber towl and I thought this would awesome for night time doubler. I would have to cut it and sew the edges but it will work
So that’s all I got for my preconceptions CD stash. Thanks for ready guys!! (:
-Cloth-ezz birds eye cotton
18 small (27inches)
6 medium (29inches)
-Osocozy birds eye cotton
24 small (27inches)
-Diaper Rite birds eye cotton
12 large (32inches)
That’s a total of 42 small, 6 medium, and 12 large. For a money total of $96.
8 size one
5 size two
Money total of $107
Small and large spray bottle
Medium and large wet bag
Cd safe Detergent
Gerber flats for doublers
Total of $150
GRAND TOTAL from birth to potty training is…… $385!!! That would last u maybe 4 moths with disposables. Not including wipes.
So I wanted to have a cloth diaper board/ category too. Since I am interested in cloth diapering when I do have my child. I already know all the information about CD that my brain will hold lol. I am going with the flat system.
The reason I am choosing flats is because. 1. They are natural fabrics. 2. They pretty much are one sized. 3. We live in an apt. So they are easy to handwash. 4. They are economically friendly. 5. They are cheap. 6 they take less time to wash and dry since they are only one layer. 7. You can better control absorbency. 8. They are no harder then pockets, all in ones, all in twos, hybrids, or even disposables.
Those are just top of my head reasons. I will explain more in depth what all I am planing on buying for cloth diapers next post. Thanks for reading!!
Wanted to talk about my plans for next cycle. If AF does come, I don’t think I’m going to be disappointed but I know next cycle won’t work.
I already know this because my husband is going to another state for a church camp for five days. He leaves in two weeks which means one week with AF and next week ovulation.(most likely) and the other reason it won’t work is I still don’t know if I can get a refill of my prescription. So if I can’t, we will fall back to square one which I definitely don’t want to do.
Now this takes me to my next topic. So Sunday me and my husband striked up a conversation with a OBGYN that works in a different county, just like 40 minutes away. Well I was talking to him about what all I have went through so far. He said that he would like to see me and that the next step would probably be clomid. Also that i might need to be checked for PCOS.And I talked to him about scheduling an appointment with him. He gave us his business card.
Hearing all this got me excited. He really knew what he was talking about and really wanted to help me. I think he appreciated the fact that I was well informed on the topic and of other options that could be done. So I think that if things don’t get rolling with my OBGYN I’m going to go to him and see what all he can offer me. Staying positive is all I need to do now. Thanks for reading!! (:
So I have been thinking alot. I keep getting cramps and nothing comes. I know I took at test when I was a week late and it was negative. My friend took one when she was a week late as well and it was negative. Next month she missed AF again, took a test and it was positive. She was nine weeks pregnant. So it’s not abnormal for this to happen.
Its just weird that my levels are low and no AF. I know there could be a handful of reasons of why. I ovulated late, levels werent low enough and i didnt ovulate. Im not sure and wont know. But there deffinatly is a possibility of me being pregnant.
I don’t really have any prominent symptoms. Just some nipple soreness, light cramps, gas and occasional waves of nausea.
I would be over the moon if I was pregnant right now. I am ready and mentally prepared to be pregnant. My husband is excited to become a father but isnt preparing yet, but I know he will when two lines show up. Lol I was always told “A women becomes a mother when she tries to conceived, a man becomes a father when he holds his child.”
Sorry about the random rambling in this post. I just have alot of feelings and thoughts right now. I just need to relax for seven more days, to test again. Thanks for reading!
Well let’s start off by last night. I was reading different symptoms of early pregnancy and it got me all crazy. I have been having extremely light cramps and have had gas. Thinking ohh I just have an upset stomach or it was something I ate. It was then I realized I have been like that for a couple days and also I have had a couple waves of nausea. So I’m reading this and thinking about this and getting more and more anxious.
While i was at work, I text my husband and ask him if he can drive me in the morning. See I’m going to this business that gives free pregnancy test, and its only like four blocks away and I was going to walk. Then I realized that I’m going to be using first morning urine so I better have him drive me. Lol
So I get there and I have to go so bad and my heart is pounding and my palms are sweating. I walk into the room and pee in the cup. I go into the waiting room and wait.
Which we all know how that feels.. like forever. I kept thinking if its negative its alright we have next month. But whys my period late if my levels are normal? Maybe something else is wrong? All these millions of things raced threw my brain. Then I thought of something that made me feel better. It is what it is and I can’t change it now. I don’t know why but that eased my anxiety I was feeling. Then hubby keeps calling because he was excited. Well the lady talked to me.
She said how she hoped it was positive because me and my husband seemed to have a good strong knowledge of pregnancy. She liked the fact that we are married and she said she could tell that I really wanted this. She also knew I didn’t drink or smoke… just by looking and talking to me. (: so she went in checked it and says its negative. My heart dropped to the floor. I had to hold back the tears as I said OK and grabbed my purse to leave. I told her thank you as I walked out. She apologized and said if no period in ten days to come.back. She also explained to me that she left a note on my file. She said that either i get my bfp at home or there, that she wants to know.
So we went home and got ready to go to idlewild. It was hard to get happy again. I don’t know why this time it beat me up so hard then ever before. I was so hopeful. But its okay. I’m still waiting to hear from OBGYN about my prescription. Maybe next month will be our month. I have to stay positive! Thanks for reading! (: